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Mike Dantowitz, The Fantasy Fuck
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[18 Oct 2004|12:15pm] |
I finally made a new username because i'm sick of this one. I won't be writing in here anymore.
add __thebluenote
Posting everday, no more weekly shit.
<33
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[06 Oct 2004|10:40pm] |
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today i got together with jeremy, justin and hartsgrove and his girlfriend at justins
it was a good time
justin fits very well in the band. i'm excited about that...
he's a really good guy
things have been really good lately with everything
but my parents piss me off
oh well
i think i have a jealousy problem
or something like it
i think that i'm too passive
i think i need to speak my mind more
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[26 Sep 2004|09:35am] |
if i cut off your arms and legs and wrop you in some fucked-up cocoon,
would you still look at me and say
"you can't catch what you can't see"
well i caught you honey, like the clap sugar. what do you think of that?
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[19 Sep 2004|12:18am] |
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today i went to brittanys. hung out with my Kate<33, nancy,lizz, brittany, jeremy, and heather. and it was a good time there. i like her house a lot...then kortnie stopped in right before we were all leaving, saw her for 2 seconds. then we went to kyles and watched the punisher. justin and dani were there too. good day.
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[13 Sep 2004|08:55pm] |
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Wow i really have to start writing in this more. I don't want to end up not writing at all so I'm going to start posting more often again. Not much has been going on lately..last weekend was fucking fun. Hung out with Kate and Lizz saturday and we went to the mall. Fun times. I love them. Sunday jer came over and we met up with everyone at justins. Dani, Taylor, Ron Justin, Ryan. Something happened to Ron's clutch, it got fucked or something. So we weren't supposed to be there...but it worked out. School fucking sucks. I mean it's easy this year, i have an okay scheduele. I never see Kate. but oh well out of school makes up for it. I went over there today and just hung out for awhile. I really love her. She's so awesome...I have to write an autobiography tonight. I really don't feel like doing it at all.
I'm going to follow the whole, "Comment with your name and i'll tell you what i think of you, all honesty" thing that's going around
So...
Leave your name and i'll comment back
<3
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[08 Sep 2004|03:02pm] |
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So school started yesterday...
I'm not liking the feeling
It was such an awesome summer
I love everyone for making it the best summer of my life
<3
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[06 Sep 2004|12:01pm] |
And the clouds they break above our best intentions
The rain it pours upon our last kiss
Somewhere between the stinging sheets of city rain
and the thunderclap, we see who we are
And this is all i have, this is all we are
The ground shakes with your every smile
And hearts are crushed in an instant
The rain it pours upon our last kiss
Somewhere between the stinging sheets of city rain
and the thunderclap, we see who we are
Three years then four days, and one sentence later
I rise from ruin, this is all i have, this is mine
Today, i rise from ruin
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[06 Sep 2004|11:56am] |
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I just got home from briens house cause he made us wake up.
Who goes to a movie at this time in the a.m.?
Well yeah what happened last night...
Alicia and Nancy picked me and jeremy and justin up to go to kyles birthday party.
Fun time. I like his house a lot.
We ate pizza and hung out for awhile there.
Then we all went to Briens to play "Manhunt" in his backyard cause it's all woodsy.
I don't know, it was okay i got bored with it fast.
Then other people stopped by.
And i got to see Kate for like 10 minutes. =)
That made me really happy to see her...
I love that fucking girl so much <3.
I don't think I'd be the same if it wasn't for her.
Then everyone wanted to go to profile rock.
After the rumors that people heard gunshots there a few nights ago.
And someones neighbors were missing.
I think it's bullshit and they're just trying to scare people.
So we got there, and there was no moon out at all.
And even with all the cell phones we couldn't see a damn thing.
So we left, and went to this spot by the water in rochester.
It was so nice, I want to go there again.
It's this huge sand thing right above the water and you can see across the whole horizon.
And like every star was out in the sky.
And you could see the reflection on the water.
I'm going there when i can drive.
It was so nice.
Then we just hung out at Briens the rest of the night...
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[04 Sep 2004|10:23pm] |
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Napoleon Dynamite = GOOD MOVIE
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[01 Sep 2004|10:43pm] |
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Today was okay.
My shoes finally came, I like them a lot.
Then later on i went to Justins, with Jeremy.
And Brien stopped by.
Everybody is at Briens right now and i'm home cause of my fucking mother.
She doesn't let me do anything anymore, she doesn't trust me.
I fucking hate how she is.
It's never going to stop unless i just go.
Whatever I'm not going to let her ruin my mood.
I just got back from Friendlys with Stephanie Annichariaco.
What a good kid, it was fun.
I haven't hung out with her in awhile.
Kyle quit the band today, best wishes to him.
But we can get another bass player like THAT so, I'm not to worried.
He just quit cause we wanted to go harder, but whatever, His decision.
Me Jeremy and Justin rocked out today.
Daughters styyyle.
<3
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[30 Aug 2004|06:08pm] |
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So i just got back from the mall with Lizz and Kate
They don't steal at all, haha.
I'm pissed that i couldn't go over i really wanted to hang out with her
It's a shame. Fuck cell phone bills...
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[23 Aug 2004|11:10pm] |
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I haven't updated since warped. I feel bad i haven't really made any big entries when i told myself i was going to be commited to this thing. Oh well, things have been bad then good. This weekend was a good time...i totally forget some of it but Kate came over two days in a row and that was a fun time. Tonight I went to Kortnies house with Jeremy, and Nancy and Heather were there. It was a good time, I had fun. Tommorrow i think i'm going to go get my guitar from Justins because i need to make up shit fast we need to get going. I keep telling myself just one song down, that's all i want. Have you ever felt like you could just push a button for a person and it would make the whole world better for them? and just by pressing it once all there worries and bad things in their life would just dissapear so they could be happy. And you want to see them happy so bad and you do all you can to try and make them feel better, and you wish you could do more to make the person happy all the time. I don't know how i feel lately. I wish i could make an effort more to be good to my friends because i feel like an asshole for no reason. I know i don't do much at all to piss anyone off that much, and i know half the times i don't do anything, and still feel like i'm being an ass for no reason. I know i'm a good person and I try not to mess things up that much. Things can from so great to feeling like shit again. and back and forth. I wish everything would be good and nothing was ever wrong. it's not even taking an effort to make this entry. i guess i just have a lot of things on my mind. I really don't want school to come, i mean i do, but i don't. It'd be so nice if summer lasted a few months longer before it gets to be school again...I love fall, just the going back to school part gets to me because i know i'm going to be doing the same thing every day again...oh well...I'm done <3
just let me turn the amps way up
so you can hear nothing
and if i die tonight then i guess i die tonight
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[14 Aug 2004|10:54pm] |
Kate's finally home
It felt so good to see her
<333
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[13 Aug 2004|01:50am] |
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FUCK YEAH BOG SAGET IS FUCKING HOT!
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[01 Aug 2004|12:26am] |
I'm making this thing friends only from now on.
So comment on this entry if you want to be added and i'll add you back.
<3
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[30 Jul 2004|12:24am] |
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Well today i woke up around 9 because my cousins wanted to go out. 9 is so early, i don't know how they do it. Floridians these days. We went to middleboro and skated there for about 4 hours, i don't think i spent so much time there before. Then we got back. Went to ted williams. Went to wal-mart. Came home. What a boring day. they remind me of how i used to be towards skating. like as we drive by a place..."holy shit check out that fucking 6 stair". brings me back memories from awhile ago. i am going to heathers fuckin birthday bash tommorrow and it's gonna be cool. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEATHER CARDINAL!. Damn i need my warped ticket. I need 25 dollars. Blahh i'm soo bored.
the heat of a room had never stuck to me so good
her whole life fled before her the day she was untouched...
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[27 Jul 2004|10:35pm] |
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today was alright
i got a new skateboard since my cousins come tommorrow
there would be nothing to do since they're so addicted to it
kate came over then we went to Justins with kyle, alicia, and jeremy
kyle/jeremy/justin=the starting line cover band
you can't miss them, they blew me away
i really hope i can go out this friday
if not i'm going to be pissed
i feel sick.
wow my parents say they don't trust me at all anymore because i spent 5 more dollars.
fuck them..
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[25 Jul 2004|11:44pm] |
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I had to wake up around 9 this morning to go work and it was shitty. Landscaping isn't my thing but hey it pays well. 10$ an hour. I'm not going to complain about that. Then another band practice at Justins. It wasn't one of our best, hah. It was basically just hanging out in justins basement. Jeremy and Deftone Dani came. I haven't seen Dani in a long time. Lesbians these days. After Kyle picked up kortnie and alicia came back. I love mcdonalds. I'll never stop eating it. We watched The Lost Boys, weird movie about vampires. I recommend it though. Fuck I'm boooored, I'm gonna go <3
So this is continuous happiness
You know, I always
Imagined it something more
With the right drapes, the right paints
The right frames, this could really work
What a great day to spend indoors
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[25 Jul 2004|03:08am] |
this is the bed that i have made
this is the grave where i will lay
these are the hands where i will bury my face
i dont believe in wasting time
searching for truth you never find
nobody moves we live in the great decay
all these ghost towns share a name
anywhere, usa
all these strangers look the same
day after day after day
this great decay, the great decay
from birth to the grave
and ive seen what it can do
and im afraid its got me to
cause i can feel it suck me in
cause i can feel im losing grip
day after day its static life
week after week is sacrificed
month after month you meditate
all of the years that waste away
this is the life that i embrace
this is the world that i create
falling into the great decay
give in give in give up
all these verses share a theme
we dont amount to anything
its the day after bloodsucking day
this great decay, this great decay
asleep in your grave
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[23 Jul 2004|07:08pm] |
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Today was fun. I went over kates around 1 and hung out there for awhile with Jeremy and Heather. I never spent so much time in a pool before...i must of been in there for hours. Really good time. I've been thinking lately, a lot. I don't know if it's a bad thing or a good thing. I've been asking myself the weirdest things. I don't get how you can think that you don't appreciate someone. Then you do the things that make it seem like you don't appreciate the person again. i"m confused" i don"t let it get to me though it doesnt really> fuck that thing happened when you hold down the shift key for eight seconds it keeps it on caps lock^ wow im not gonna type anymore
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